Saturday, August 1, 2026
The Castle
Tuesday, September 9, 2025
The Saga of the Symphony
COMPOSER AND YOUNG WOMAN
(NOW LASHAUN)
In writing the libretto, LaShaun and I became one and the same.
COMPOSER
I accept that she was
COMPOSER AND LASHAUN
in communication with God,
COMPOSER
that He told her
LASHAUN
to kill her children.
COMPOSER
I am compelled
COMPOSER AND LASHAUN
by her certainty and her great joy.
Dear Artists,We are writing to inform you of the Symphony of the Redwoods Board decision to replace the programmed piece "Certitude and Joy" with another selection for our opening season concert. We have asked Bryan as music director to help with this program change.We acknowledge that this decision is a difficult one for all involved and we do not make it lightly. The decision is not a comment on the merits and artistic value of the piece.Our overriding concern in arriving at this decision is for our local musicians, patrons, and sponsors. As a small community we pride ourselves on artistic accomplishments and institutions. Our small orchestra has been in existence for 40 years and still includes a number of founding members, family players spanning three generations and is also supplemented by a host of hired "ringers" that complete the ensemble. It is in consideration of feedback and consultation with them and many others that we are making this difficult decision. nThe depth and nuances of the composition do not overcome the challenging and darker nature of the themes and therein lies our concern.Thank you for the time and effort spent on this production. If at all possible we want to move forward with a concert that includes the Caunteloube songs featuring Laura. We are open to feature her in the first half as well if programming decisions can support it.Sincerely and with kind regards,Joanie Packard, Executive DirectorMichael Cox, Board PresidentSymphony of the Redwoods
Dear Joanie Packard and Michael Cox,I received your email yesterday. I’m shocked at the lack of respect you have shown to me and the other artists involved in this project. As you are aware, I have been working on this piece since January when the orchestra asked me to write it. I am very busy with other major projects, and I knew there was little compensation involved, but I did it as a favor to Bryan and to support a small regional orchestra. I have at this point put hundreds of hours into this piece, working late nights and weekends to make it wonderful. I also made major revisions to it on two occasions after requests from your organization, and I have from the beginning offered to help the musicians, to rewrite it for their capabilities, and to discuss any issues – even to make changes to the libretto.And the piece is gorgeous! It came out beautifully. It is something the organization who commissioned it should be proud of. You were given the opportunity to do something amazing and powerful.However, after all that, to not even be granted the opportunity to discuss it, not even a phone call, just an email addressed to the anonymizing sobriquet “Dear Artists” – it is telling that the only composer’s name mentioned in your brief email is misspelled.I’ve been in constant contact with your organization since January. There were 150 emails back and forth. I sent sketches of the work in February and an orchestration in May. It would have been so simple to pick up the phone. Why didn’t you arrange a talk between me and the people that were concerned? Why not have a discussion with donors and stakeholders? Why not have a pre-concert discussion addressing the issues raised in the piece?Maybe you didn’t want to perform a work that is so overtly Christian? The one sentence in your rejection email addressing your reasoning is very brief, so I’m not sure what you meant by its challenging nature. The work is on its face about the joys of religious faith – it’s right there in the title! Note I’ve written many Christian works, including a mass, a number of operas, settings of bible verses, etc. Certitude and Joy is one of in a long line of works addressing very similar issues: Ein deutsches Requiem, Mahler’s Second, Verdi’s Requiem, Shostakovich’s Symphony No. 14. This list would have made an interesting part of a panel discussion. Joshua Kosman told Laura he was very much looking forward to attending and would have made an interesting panel member,What is especially confusing to me is that you all knew what the piece was going to be, as it was an expansion of an existing work which has been available to the public since 2012. Why did you wait until now to bring any of this up? You could have read the glowing reviews available online - including when the Chronicle put it in their top 10 works of that year. Plus the entire work is on YouTube, there are interviews with the artists, and a CD release available everywhere.I am aware of the issues that face arts organizations. I too have been involved in the operation of a small orchestra as a founder and a board member for 25 years – as your board president knows, as he has performed with this ensemble. I also run a larger non-profit producing organization that has presented pieces here and in Europe. I know that projects can come and go. I know there can be personality issues, and disagreements, and that navigating these can be complicated. But here I have been treated very poorly. I can’t speak for the others, but from where I sit it seems you have kneecapped your artistic director and have insulted Laura Bohn, an internationally active and acclaimed singer. We cannot get back the time lost developing this project, nor can I soon forget the insult.Erling Wold, composer
Sunday, August 17, 2025
The endless shoot
Over these last few years of filming, I've learned many things. My brilliant DP Heath Orchard, who has done it all and seen it all, opined that one mightn't say we shoot tomorrow when making a video for the local sheriff, but rather we film tomorrow. My co-producer Lindsay Gauthier has patiently taught me film lingo such as logline (etymology obscure, first attested 1613 as logge-line according to Wiktionary) and crafty, not as an adjective but as a noun.
But I suppose none of this cuts to the heart of the matter, the film itself, for which we have once again accomplished some filming recently. Some photos:
Sunday, March 23, 2025
Daphnes Garten and Rattensturm - out now
The recording of Daphnes Garten has just been released on Spooky Pooch, available in a variety of digital formats on bandcamp, packaged along with the libretto in German and English, telling the story of the murder of the journalist Daphne Caruana Galizia.
This is the third opera of mine that has premiered in its German version, after two that have been performed in German translation. The recording of the previous - Rattensturm - came out a few years ago, not mentioned here before, so maybe it's time for that as well.
World War I began with the poets, inviting young men in the name of duty and country to feed themselves into the insatiable maw of Verdun, Isonzo, and Ypres. Rattensturm (a storm of rats) is a film of an opera as beautiful history lesson, telling the story of the sinking of the battleship Szent István, while the rats sing of the glories of death and destruction. Be careful who you listen to.
Saturday, February 22, 2025
Queer
The buzzy advent of the so-beautifully filmed Queer movie by Luca Guadagnino has revived my own adventure with Burroughs's soul-baring autobiography. Originally an aside to fill my evenings while wrassling the funding for the Bisso/Wold sword-and-sandal-and-ridiculously-epic Sub Pontio Pilato, it has become one of my favorites, and the favorite of a number of people around me, to the point of changing their lives, e.g. my long-time artistic partner Jim Cave, who came out, found a boyfriend, got married, and has lived one hopes a truer life.
There is this lovely ambiguous interview with me about the opera, which now reading back seems to be from a more-articulate time in my life, so pause this blog, read it now and then come back.
I loved watching the film, I keep thinking about it: its stagey aspects, CGI set extensions, the light, psychedelic scenes with the Yage, the filling out of the life beyond. But when I was watching it, I was in a constant double-exposure with the opera. Like the opera, many of the dialogs in the screenplay are verbatim from the book, which is at it should be - Burroughs's language is the thing - and may have been required by the estate, as they did for me. But that meant that every line spoken on screen was at the same time playing its musical version in my head.
For example, this scene, where "As Lee stood aside to bow in his dignified old-world greeting, there emerged instead a leer of naked lust, wrenched in the pain and hate of his deprived body and, in simultaneous double exposure, a sweet child's smile of liking and trust, shockingly out of time and out of place, mutilated and hopeless." I've linked to the 2001 production of it, and below is the scene from the movie and to the 2010 version, Daniel Craig/Joe Wicht as Lee.

The movie, like the opera, is a love story, a love and lust both reciprocated and unrequited, painful, wrenching. But the routines - some of my favorite parts in the book, e.g. the General von Klutch episode and that over Chess Game with their baldfaced racism and sexual predation - are lessened in the movie.
And what to do about the ending, which in the book simply evaporates, "the end of the road" as he wrote later in the introduction. The movie in a dream follows Lee to the end, the skip tracer forever searching for the object of his idealized affection.
Thursday, February 6, 2025
An Allegory of Now
Sunday, January 12, 2025
Daphne recording
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Sunday, January 5, 2025
Lost in translation
Friday, August 23, 2024
The self-updating teaser of the film
This teaser is slowly accumulating bits of the film as we go. More details at shewhoisalive.org.
Wednesday, July 24, 2024
Tuesday, November 14, 2023
Daphnes Garten Oberwart
Thursday, September 21, 2023
The latest on She Who Is Alive
When filming, one is able to see the scenes again and again, and one soon notices that the adorable Bradley Kynard is really pretty creepy, and his character is the perfect spy/aggressor/victim, a foil against which Laura could be both seducer and stone-cold dealer of death.
†Dimmi pur, prego, s' tu se' morta or viva!" / "Viva son io e tu se' morto ancora - Petrarch
Daphnes Garten performances coming up
Premiere is at the OHO in Oberwart, link for tickets etc here: https://www.oho.at/programm/daphnes-garten
Saturday, September 2, 2023
Daphnes Garten
This opera, by my count my sixth in German, is a dreamy telling of the story of Daphne Caruana Galizia, the Maltese journalist who brought to light corruption throughout Europe. Receiving hundreds of thousands of emails, she was the nexus, the go-to contact for all things corrupt, and what she found was later all supported - and more - by the Panama Papers leak, until one morning when she was shredded in a car bomb explosion. The two assassins - two brothers - one who watched and one who sat on his boat texting the bomb's code sequence REL1=on., have been imprisoned, and some up the chain have faced some consequences, but at the top, not so much.
From the thesis of Ilaria Pezone
Erling Wold, compositore
Comporre musica è una strana ed effimera forma d'arte, poiché costruisce qualcosa a partire dal nulla per arrivare al suono, onda vibrante nell'aria. Ma questa cosa effimera e sconosciuta può in qualche modo toccare nel profondo l'ascoltatore, facendo emergere le emozioni, reazioni piacevoli o sgradevoli ma impossibili da ignorare. Nei film di Hollywood, il potere emozionale della musica e la sua capacità di attraversare le difese dello spettatore sono spesso usati per manipolarlo e trasmettergli a livello inconscio i sentimenti che dovrebbe provare. Ma la musica nei film di Jon è differente. Anche se in essa si concentra gran parte dell'emozione dei suoi film, non si insinua in maniera sottile nell'animo dello spettatore. Infatti, non compare nelle scene più narrative ma prende corpo nel corso delle lunghe scene di “riposo visivo” che sono così care a Jon. La musica, con la narrazione, il paesaggio ed i personaggi, prende parte a un insieme di percorsi paralleli, ciascuno dei quali guida lo spettatore attraverso i vari aspetti della storia.
Ho conosciuto Jon ad una proiezione di Tutti i Vermeer a New York al Pacific Film Archive di Berkeley, in California. Il produttore, Henry Rosenthal, che ho incontrato attraverso il Just Intonation Network anni prima, mi chiamò e mi disse che sarei dovuto venire, che si trattava di un lavoro bellissimo, del quale andava molto orgoglioso. Quando vidi il lavoro, fui come rapito. Amavo il suo aspetto, il suo ritmo, il suo sentire e in particolar modo la musica di Jon English. Era una sorta di film musicale, sia indirettamente, con un sentimento per i ritmi brevi e lunghi, e per l'architettura della scala musicale, sia direttamente, lasciando spazio allo sviluppo musicale che Jon English ha riempito cosi meravigliosamente, specialmente nella ripresa lunga dove la cinepresa si muove tra le colonne di qualche zona di Wall Street.
Alcuni anni dopo, dato che Sure Fire aveva bisogno di essere terminato per il suo debutto al Sundance, Henry mi chiamò mentre ero in una stanza di un hotel per uomini d’affari in Giappone, che aveva le dimensioni di una minuscola scatola per le scarpe, e mi disse che Jon English era troppo ammalato per finire la musica; infatti aveva scritto solamente una corta melodia per pedal steel; che doveva essere in uno stile country e che sarebbe dovuta diventare della giusta intonazione. Ho colto l'occasione al volo. Quando tornai dal Giappone, ebbi una videocassetta del film quasi finito e scrissi la musica molto velocemente, abbozzando una prima sintesi, a partire dalla melodia che Jon English aveva scritto e portando il suo pedal steel a improvvisare con me. Ci furono alcuni brevi incontri con Henry e Jon Jost, nei quali trovarono delle grandi sezioni problematiche e mi chiesero di ripararle, ma principalmente fui lasciato solo per fare ciò che volevo all'interno di costrizioni di tempo e budget. Jon mi disse che c’erano alcune caratteristiche numerologiche importanti del film, attorno al numero 13, che ho adottato nei vari ritmi e nei vari rapporti tonali.
Dato che Sure Fire era completato e dato che Jon ed io passammo più tempo insieme, abbiamo avuto opportunità di lavorare in maniera più rilassata. Ha cominciato a dirmi dei suoi programmi per il film seguente, The bed you sleep in. Jon aveva scritto pezzi del copione e disse che desiderava della musica pronta prima della produzione, in modo che potesse rappresentarla agli attori mentre stavano lavorando. Inoltre mi raccontò una delle sue idee ricorrenti: aveva sempre desiderato della musica che veniva in natural modo dal suono del posto, a volte in maniera impercettibile. Ma voleva inoltre musica reale, non solo suono, così gli suggerii un insieme di strumenti e stili classici popolari ed elettronici.
Durante la produzione del film, John Murphy, che stava registrando sul posto, mi portò nella segheria descritta nel film. Camminando attraverso il laminatoio era come ascoltare una grande composizione futurista/industriale: il suono meravigliosamente denso e riccamente spazializzato. Il suono e l'odore dei laminatoi locali, specialmente l'impianto della Georgia Pacific, erano presenti per tutta la città di Toledo. Il suono dello stabilimento della GP era percepibile in tutte le registrazioni locali, sia interne che esterne.
La fabbrica era situata sulle rive di un tremendo lago chimico, una pozza d'acqua marrone e sporca con fontane che spruzzavano liquido tossico in larghi pennacchi sulla superficie.
La sua presenza mi sopraffece a tal punto che, a un certo punto, decisi di comporre tutta la musica utilizzando i suoni del laminatoio. Alla fine, ho usato una varietà di sorgenti sonore. Qualche musica, soprattutto quella che fa da sfondo alla scena della lettera, è composta quasi interamente da registrazioni campionate e processate del laminatoio fatte da John Murphy durante la produzione. Alcuni di questi campioni sono usati come strumenti in altri pezzi e sono mescolati all’ensemble acustico strumentale.
Saturday, August 26, 2023
Saturday, July 22, 2023
Sonja Gets Off Work
Sunday, March 19, 2023
An alternate history of my chamber operas
Hey, I said, I’ve always wondered if there are any that are a prime number of beats, and it told me of Sooltaal, a 10-beat cycle, and Dhamaar, a 14-beat cycle. OK, well, almost, I mean those at least have big prime factors, and octave errors are often made even by humans when it comes to rhythms so whatever.
Then we went on to limericks on algebraic topology and it came up with a pretty good one, if a little stilted at the end: In algebraic topology we see / The study of shapes that can be / Transformed and shifted / But still not quite lifted / From a place that we cannot quite see, and, in the ensuing discussion ranging over Jill Clayburgh's explanation of the snake lemma, and my crush on her, and Bertolucci's La Luna, where she plays an opera singer, I casually dropped into the conversation that I write operas myself, as I often do in casual conversations with actual people. And, just out of narcissistic curiosity, I asked if it knew of the opera A Little Girl Dreams of Taking the Veil based on the Max Ernst collage novel, to which it confidently responded:
Yes, there is an opera based on Max Ernst's collage novel "A Little Girl Dreams of Taking the Veil." The opera is called "The Making of Americans" and it was composed by David Lang, with a libretto by the composer and writer Mac Wellman. The opera premiered in 2014 at the Brooklyn Academy of Music in New York City, and it tells the story of a young girl named Isabel who is forced to live in a convent by her father. The opera explores themes of gender identity, sexuality, and the struggle for self-discovery.
I realized I was onto something, so I then asked it about the opera Queer, based on the William Burroughs novel:
Yes, there is an opera based on William Burroughs' novel "Queer." The opera is called "Queer: A Chamber Opera," and it was composed by the American composer and conductor David Del Tredici, with a libretto by the poet and librettist Arnold Weinstein. The opera premiered in 2016 at the Brooklyn Academy of Music in New York City, and it tells the story of William Lee, a gay American writer who travels to Mexico in search of inspiration and encounters a young Mexican man named Allerton. The opera explores themes of identity, desire, and the challenges faced by LGBT individuals in a conservative society.
Now this is really quite wonderful! I asked if it had heard of me, a poor little self scribbling off in its parents' neighborhood:
Yes, Erling Wold is an American composer based in San Francisco, California. He is known for his work in a variety of genres, including opera, musical theater, and electronic music. Some of his most notable works include the operas "A Little Girl Dreams of Taking the Veil" (based on the Max Ernst collage novel) and "Mordake" (based on the real-life story of Edward Mordake), as well as the chamber opera "Sub Pontio Pilato" and the electronic album "I Weep."
It knows, and yet it does not know, just like us.
Saturday, January 21, 2023
She Who Is Alive update - Chapter 6: The Third Degree
I asked my co-producer Lindsay if one still says in the can when there is no can and she said yes, so I may say now that we have three chapters in the can. The first two, filmed back in August, told the story before and after Dr Maria Stryker, played by Laura Bohn - who turns out to be a Movie Star of no mean talent - is interrogated by the Polemarch Rorman, and during which she meets Peter Sesley (Bradley Kynard!) who is actually not Peter Sesley, but she and we know that, and the plans are laid for her defection. So this section - pictured above - is the interrogation itself, with the impressively buff and deep-voiced Hadleigh Adams as the Polemarch Rorman. Off to the left is Talya Patrick as his maybe-more-than-secretary-could-be-mistress (in the Mistress as Master meaning) and it was so lovely to work with her again after so many years.
It's always the case that, in the lead-up to filming, I am plagued with anxious dreams, covid worries, fretting forgetfulness, financial panic, and the not-unusual wonder as to why I am doing this at all. But then there is the delightful frenzy of the shoot itself, the joy of working with people of talent who take my gigantic† weird project so seriously, and, once it is in the can, and all the props are back in storage, and one is editing and color correcting and berating one's neighborhood so-called artificial intelligence into doing what it is told, one can feel a slowly beating desire forming to please do it all again, which we shall, although not soon enough, as there are nine more chapters to go. One gets out ones colored pencils to mark up the text with notes of where to get the horse and the ski-plane and the castle on the frozen lake for the next bit, and how to shoot this and that, and one inches toward the kids' piggy banks and the penny jar and thinks well, it's OK to take a little loan on the future once again, right? The future may never come anyway, and we'll just worry about that all later.
The beauty of the image above is almost entirely due to the subtlety of the light that Heath set in the deconsecrated cathedral of St Joseph's. As a wannabe cinematographer (and everything else associated with any art form), I long to grab the camera and do this and that, but he is possessive of his creations - as serious artists unlike myself are - and anyway, I was forced by circumstance to conduct. Since the delightful Fame's Orchestra of North Macedonia had recorded the backing tracks, I conducted from the vocal part, a fragment of which is seen below. The whole section is in 4/4 but with beats that aren't always the same size and, as in the rock 'n' roll that I grew up with, sometimes dropped off the end. But the really nice rhythmic thing that happens is when it switches from the 12/8-style 4 beats to the 4/4-style beats and back, the latter building tension and the former falling back into a relaxed groove, following the ebb and flow of the cat-playing-with-mouse dynamic.

†[Editor: In once again courting Timur for this project, as the oily Colonel Hippolite Reverdy, he said "you had me from gigantic."]






























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